You’ve been praised for how well you “take feedback.”

“You’re so calm, so receptive.”

But if they could hear the storm inside your mind: the spinning, the self-questioning, the quiet collapse, it might sound more like a breakdown than a breakthrough.

You nod politely. But inside? You fracture. Every suggestion is a stinger. Every comment becomes, “I’m not good enough.” Every deviation from your way confirms: I can’t risk delegating. I can’t trust others to do it to my standard. This is the hidden tax of the high-functioning Perfectionist.

Outwardly: composed, capable, conscientious. Inwardly: caught in a relentless loop of self-surveillance and subtle self-rejection. In extreme cases, you don’t just feel pressure, you feel like a victim of your own internal rhetoric.

Dr Kat Fish’s Story: From Overdrive to Ownership

On the Women in STEM Career & Confidence podcast, Dr Kat Fish cracked this exact pattern open.

She was the go-to person. High-performing. Hyper-responsible. Never allowed to drop a ball. But beneath the polish? Anxiety. Self-doubt. A quiet terror of getting it wrong.

Perfectionism was her operating system, until a second chronic health condition made her old coping strategies unsustainable. It wasn’t about lowering her standards (although that helped too). It was about loosening their grip.

She began to shift:

• From bracing against feedback → to receiving it as fuel.
• From micromanaging → to mentoring and trusting.
• From needing to be flawless → to owning her voice, her value, and her vision.

🎧 Listen to Kat’s story here: Inspiring Stories #055 | Dr Kat Fish

The Real Risk of Perfectionism in Leadership

Perfectionism trains you to be an exceptional doer. But it quietly strangles your leadership. Because if only you can do it “right,” you become the bottleneck. If feedback threatens your worth, you’ll avoid the stretch that leadership demands. And if your Inner Critic is the loudest voice in the room, how can you even attempt to get a word in.

The Shift from Doer to Leader Begins Here

Your perfectionism isn’t your identity. It’s a protective strategy, a part of you that once learned getting things right meant being safe. But safety doesn’t come from control. It comes from inner leadership. So how do you begin to shift from perfection-fuelled performance to self-led presence?

Start here:

• Name the Part “Hello, Perfectionist. Why are you here right now?”
• Respect “Thank you for trying to protect me from…”
• Reassure “Now that I understand, I’ve got it from here.”
• Return to Choice You are the CEO of your inner boardroom. What do you choose now?

Reflective Journal Prompts

• ☕ What does my Inner Perfectionist expect of me, and at what cost?
• ☕ How do I respond to feedback, externally and internally?
• ☕ What part of me worries about what poor feedback might mean?

You don’t have to lower your standards. You just have to let go of the compulsion around them.

As always, I’m just an email away, whether you’re navigating career change, shifting your inner dynamics, or making the move from doer to leader.

Keep opening up,

Hannah

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